Sunday, November 6, 2011
Convenience…
A day in college without my love…
Early morning I got up with anticipation to meet you,
Got ready and dressed up with fanaticism to see you.
Soon I realized, it is the semester when I won't be meeting you,
Petrified, as I knew, a long lonely day it would be without you.
Lecture started but all I could hear is “I miss you”,
Every minute felt as if, locked I was, away from you.
No words of knowledge I could grasp and gulp,
No emotion I could digest, except, I was devoid of you.
With no hope to meet you in the break, I prayed for a call from you,
However, today was amongst those unlucky days when I received none from you.
Only memories I was left with, memories of us having food together,
Memories so jovial that the break got over but implacable remained my wait.
Wait it was not less than agonizing pain,
Wait I hoped I never have to feel again.
Albeit I knew, my wait today is mere hope to hear if not meet you,
Waited I did, but wait, waited you too…
How selfish I was, I realized all of a sudden,
Feeling I felt, so must have you.
This thought made me end my day with self-content,
It made me realize the value of a mere moment with you.
Next morning I got up with novel anticipation to meet you,
Got ready and dressed up with novel fanaticism to see you…
--- By a Lover Boy in College :P
Monday, August 22, 2011
Did I Dream my Fame???
Did I dream my Fame???
Was it nothing but a game???
On me the curtains had once rose,
Like a super nova once I had shone…
There was this day when destiny came knocking at my gate,
Nobody I was then but had already dreamt skyscraper fate…
They called it a talent hunt show,
Like millions I too saw it as my fodder to grow…
In an endless crowd I once stood all night,
Along with a million fellow men, I once waited for my light…
Entertainers fought alone, for a beautiful tomorrow, on the stage,
While an esteemed panel with hawk eyes scrutinized to gauge…
When it was my turn, with trebling feet, up to the dais I walked,
But one look around and I was clear what my soul so desired…
I knew I had to pour my heart out from the moment they say start,
And so I did and so did the world till I reached the very last…
What a wonderful life, I thought, as it was headed to a finale of sugary affair,
Deep within I knew, soon my dreams would be breathing in rosy air…
As I battled for the top I forgot what waited beyond,
All I wanted was Today to be My Day, All I wanted was Today to be That Day…
As the show-anchor walked to the culmination of it all, our beats popped,
As he read from an envelope, noise dropped and the time as if stopped…
I fell crying on my thanking knee when the sweet victory was named mine,
Got toppled into a trance as if I had had too much of wine…
That’s when I recalled what I once uttered to my dear God,
The Nothing me had once cried out loud…
I shall Bang on Your door and then plead guilty,
Cause I can do no more than ask for Thy mercy…
On me the curtains had rose,
With arms wide spread, like a super nova I had shone…
Papers, Radios, Televisions, Cameras all spoke of my glorious story,
But nobody warned that soon all, for me, would feel nothing more than pity…
As the clock dumped a few months, buzz died; there was no stage anymore,
Newspapers spoke of me no more, Cameras followed me no more…
It took me time to learn living and accept the reality,
It took me time to see life as a ceaseless journey in perpetuity…
Years have passed but my heart still beats for the shine of that stage,
It’s the next season of shows and it’s the dais, I still believe, where I belong and craze…
As I mentor my juniors today for their moment on stage, I seek less of blinding Fame,
For I know now that its very thought is no more than just lame …
Yet when I recall those days,
Yet when I think of that toiling phase,
All I hear my heart say, Did I dream my Fame???
Was it nothing but a game???.............................................. :)
It Rained………It Rained………
Dried up and almost dead,
I looked upon the heavens to quench my thirst…
Having turned almost red,
I pleaded to Thy, for a shower out of His mercy chest…
In spite of blisters covering my body,
Sun shone upon me showing little clemency…
Low in sprit, Low in life,
I tried desperately to quarry my ground with numerous attempts but all futile…
Having bled off all my greens,
I feebly looked around and found nothing but an army of million dead beings…
Left with ounceful meaningless breath,
I could do no more but die a painful merciless death…
Past flashing pass my eyes,
In jiffies I tried reliving my growing up journey…
With heat clogging my veins,
I still had my last smile cherishing my voyage from tenderness to energy…
Covered with dead bodies,
Earth wept tearless cries…
When merciful Lords seem to have run out of mercy,
Turning into compost its children, on cracked soil, remained stationary…
Soon the clouds broke loose to quench earthy thirst,
With Lions roar the skies opened and burst…
When Thy repented on Your heated anger,
Heavens collided venting out intensified lightning roars…
As water poured in volumes to calm the Earth,
Steam ascended from the enraged world…
But soaked in Thy tears the Mother soon forgave,
A tender bud blossomed off a million graves…
As I was reborn and all ground was wet with spirit of life,
You smiled and the site of rays of light drawing seven colored wonders across horizons became rife…
With my new life I smiled and I grew,
And so did a million others covering the Earth making it bloom…
A dance of Life and Death,
An Act of Sorrow and Bliss…
A destiny so written to repeat itself every season,
It all began one fine day when the Skies opened and…………It Rained………It Rained………
A Day...
Rise and shine!!! A new dawn is set to break,
Quickly off your Bed, Nine Hours of office are at stake…
Your Bread and Butter ain’t free any more,
So you better button up, ink your pen, for thy, Life-Book’s Page awaits…
With the blessings of mum, our hero leaves home in warrior ways,
Battling a cloud of sweeper exhausts’ aero-dust, dogging the barks of the territorial strays…
With hurried steps he moves towards the nearby bus stop,
Crossing The Lords house, he bows with a request for a good day’s-crop…
Beggar that Man is, he wastes no time to prove the point,
With a heaving breath, “I hope I ain’t late for my morning bus-ride”…
A sigh of relief with the sight of a formation of his travel-mates,
But as he nears, his fear has him begging again, “I hope my ride ain’t delayed”…
Joy is what every Man seeks,
Only to let it be drenched in a jiffy shower, ain’t that weak???
A plight of Man that even Lord might have failed to read,
Happiness is all they seek only to loose it to an ocean of endless need???
Soon he finds himself ridding in an over-crowded bus, passing busy Bombay streets,
Annoyed by honking machines puking smoke chocking him and all living breeds…
Like a rookie Tightrope artist, he struggled keeping his body-weight at balance,
But the wire is soon to break, more humanly soles barge-in with crushing wave’s nonchalance…
As if the crowd was just gasoline waiting to be set ablaze,
A spark and The Devils’ own recipe had soon started to be staged…
Conductor with no money-change and a passenger reluctant that he too had no alternate ways,
The public transporter soon transforming into a hatchery emitting tension rays…
To all others it hardly mattered and none bothered to help cool tempers,
Stops came; people boarded and alighted, all choosing to be just bystanders…
Even our hero less hero-like simply waited till it was his turn to de-board,
Feeling helpless he chooses to let the matter take its own course to erode…
A chase of monetary valued paper that defines our future,
Tension of loosing it molds our character,
Free-living to batter to Global Economy; transformation did make us more organized,
But this journey has also sadly made man less humanized…
Finally in the office a long day awaits him with rather routine work,
Wishful for a weekend, he quickly begins with his mailbox lurk…
Is his life a Greek myth of Sisyphus, at times he wonders???
Why Gods made such meaningless venture, at times he ponders???
Still at the end he feels content that blood gushes in his veins,
Having documented another day he moves on to unknown dreamy lanes…
The fascinating brain within seconds opens for him a boundless-world’s gate,
Another 6hrs of numbness and abstractness will soon have him a new Calendar-date…
Yet another day, yet another page,
With a day older experience, he will soon have a new world to gauge…
Rise and shine!!! A new dawn is set to break,
So you better button up, ink your pen, for thy, Life-Book’s Page awaits…
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Pankh jo phaelanae chahe, udaan he rok de gae…
Pankh jo phaelanae chahe, udaan he rok de gae,
Geet jo gana chaha, aawaaz he cheen le gae…
Pal bhar mae, jo kushiya thi, gum mae badal de gae,
Suraj bas abhi nikla he tha, phir ye andhare nae kaesse bazi maarde…
Massoom thae vo chaherae, mossomiyat sae bhari thi vo baate,
Doosti ke chadar ko oodhae jab dhaekhtae thae hum vo bade bade sapnae…
Ghar kae aangan sae lagta tha badi suhawani hai ye duniya…
Hassi ke kil kilahat ke pichae chupp gaye thi vo saare pareshaniya…
Jiwan ussii ko mannae lagethe jo tha asliyat sae kafi pare,
College kae lecturoo ko bunk karkae samajnae lage thae khud ko tees mar khan bade,
Engineering ke kitabae padhnae ka samay kaha tha sahab zyado ko,
Doosti aur pyaar-mahobat kae apnea kissae jo likhnae mae mushkool thae saare…
Paesso ke thee na koe chinta na thi aanae walle waqt ke parwa,
Jeetae thae hum bus ek pal mae aur ussi mae dhund laete saree kameeya..
Kitabo kee yaad to bas exam ke kuch din pahale he satati thi,
Baki kahani to bas Cold Coffe aur Movie Thetaro sae sajani thi…
Engineering to kar li, puri duniya jo kar rahe thi,
Mann to kabhi lagta nahi tha par mark-ae (marks) jo lanni thi…
Likhae aur Kalakari kee jo prathiba jannm lae rahe thi,
Mechanics kae hadsae nae salla bhujha de lawh jigyasa kee…
Udaan jo bhari thi hamnae umeedo sae bhari,
Socha, kam mae to jald he choo laeni hai vo bulandiya saari …
Himmat ko hum dund laete thae yaddo mae taere,
Doosto ke dosti mae chuppa laete thae duriyaa vo taerre,…
Par Udaan… hehe… Udaan thi vo kaese,
Jo maere alawa sab kuch he udaa lae gae…
Baethe rahe hum wahe aur saari duniya he ghum gae,
Niklae thae jo ghar sae Raja Harishchandra ke rah pae, apnae aap ko bhi ess sangarsh mae aaj bhulla baethhe…
Jinh paeso ke parwah na ke thi,
Jiss Kal kae baare mae kabhi na socha…
Aaj ussi kae samnae ghutae juka baethae,
Aaj ussi ko apni duniya banna baethae…
Aae-Baba kae paasoo ka jo kadar na tha, Unkae sangarshso ko aaj samajnae lage…
Par makan jo Sunhaera sajaya tha, Ussi ko gawa baethe…
Pankh jo phaelayae thae humane umeedo sae bhare,
Appnae he siddhantto kae bhar kae nichae dhae gaye sarreee…
Pankh jo phaelanae chahe, udaan he rok de gae,
Geet jo gana chaha, aawaaz he cheen le gae…
Pal bhar mae, jo kushiya thi, gum mae badal de gae,
Suraj bas abhi nikla he tha, phir salla ye andhare nae kasse bazi maarde..................